1. |
Trigger Happy
04:08
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It's been too long
Since the last time
I didn't have to force a smile
A losing game of denial
But my trigger happy personality
Is somehow getting the best of me again (again)
Cuz I just wanna get somewhere
But I'm only getting by
When the feelings empty
And the conversation dies
I'm too numb to mind
It's been two days
Since I called you
To distract me for a little while
You're selfish with a sense of style
But my trigger happy personality
Is somehow getting the best of me
My trigger happy personality
Is somehow making a mess of me again (again)
Drive me to the edge of no return
So I can watch it burn
You think by now I would have learned
Loves a losing game
So please
Forgive me
Cuz I'm never
Coming back
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2. |
Balance
06:56
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Tears dry
Wait for rain fall
Realize
This worlds too small
You can't bottle lightning
You can't catch the sun
They'll burn out before you can give them to someone
You can't lasso the moon try to understand
I can't fight what I am
Forget
Your selfish scars
They prove
You fell too far
down
You can count the cloud
You can doubt your heart
You can live out loud
Til we dearly depart
Restart
Coming down
To make a name
But in this game
There are no rules
Everyday
We allude our cares
For reasons lost and found that fight to make things fair
When you look to the good inside to drown out the bad
I relive the memories that I never had
They're falling behind me know I can't look ahead
We're blind to the sun
If you're lost to the daytime you'll be free to the night
As you breathe in the darkness while you blow out the light
We're looking for love
To the sky up above
Preaching God looks down
Here we are
The end of time
Higher we climb
Above the world
All we need
To learn how to fly
Is to let go
And lose our grip as we fall into the sky
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3. |
Echo
03:07
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I'm hearing strange things
I've never heard
I hear my baby
At a loss for words
I wanna tear down these walls sometime
And see the mice that crawl
Within
I'm hearing strange things running up my spine
I'm hearing footsteps calling from behind
So many voices crawling through my mind
My heads a haunted house I'm running (I'm running)
Out of time
I hear my brother
He joined the war
He doesn't know what
He's fighting for
I'm hearing thoughts that are not mine
Inside myself I cannot find
I tried
Can't stop this silent world from clouding up the skies
The voices float into my mouth my ears my eyes
So many people in this world can't find the truth
Ignore there heeds and cries
They're coming
Back to you
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4. |
Everything's a Cage
03:15
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I never knew what I was worth
When she sold my soul for the Earth
Had to believe me I was gone for awhile
Subsiding the pain for too long with her smile
She gave her soul
She gave her soul away
I used to lead her home
And I was leaving her heart alone
But I gave up my freedom for the trust all of it
Suicidal when my head rush gets a hit
She gave her soul
They took her soul
He lead her down there
Straight hypnotized by his long hair
Now she's in hell and he don't care
She never cared at all
Can't break even can't believe in
Now I'm slipping away
Hell has frozen dead slow motion
Chain ain't breaking today
Now I spend most of my time
Hopping dimensions in her mind
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5. |
Outside the Box
04:05
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You free you mind
Ideas run round
You think your thoughts
And write them down
But no one knows what you found
In your head
You feel inside
The world is wrong
So you fight back
With the words of a song
Let them know
They're doing wrong
To themselves
Hey!
I was made
To think for myself
Now I'm left all by myself
With no one here
With no one else
Thoughts are strange
Controlling life
Telling me I have to fight
They try to tell me
What is right
At least today
But when I close my eyes I always feel it burn inside
But opening them would be too hard
And when I open up my head I feel like I'd be better dead
Than hearing, hearing my own thoughts think but
Behind my eyes is where they lie
The thoughts that know just when I'll die
They're crawling, crawling outside my head but
When the censors start to fall and all this shit will hit the wall they're calling, calling my name
But no one came
Cuz I'm the one to blame
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6. |
Never Change
04:28
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I've been lost of lately
Treading the air
I think I've forgotten lately
Long hair don't care
Cuz you (you)
Got along with me
And you (you)
Found your place to be
You say you're leaving
Yesterday
I say you're dreaming
I'll find a way
Cuz I, I will never change
Until you show me how
It was always the same
I've come to realize now
Running in circles
Talking to you
I really am trying baby
To get it through
To you (you)
found someone in me
And you (you)
Gotta let him be
Thought I was changing
Just because
But then I realized
That's not who I was
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7. |
Take Down
03:24
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Every time you turn around
I'm getting ready to strike
You're falling forward
Just remember
You started this fight
You tell our fortunes
Behind the window
That glass ain't bullet proof
You say we're never good enough
So unleash the truth
Yeah you define you define every aspect of our lives
Keep in mind keep in mind that you'll never solve this crime
Though we do the time everyday
Yeah keep it real keep it real
Never give away inside what you feel what you feel
Until you can no longer hide
The force that's building up behind the wall
But I find it hard to breathe sometimes
When I'm looking out with all my doubt
In this artificial fairytale of a world
And in this stolen earth we call our own
There's no lessons to be learned
But I find it hard to breathe
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8. |
Deserted (Nevermore)
04:26
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Summer days are clouding up my eyes
All these songs saying its okay to die
Cuz I've been hurting (hurting)
I've been down (so down)
I'm/Not coming home
Cuz all time slows
As all feelings go
And all we are is nothing more than fading memories
Slowing down to catch a fading view
Those seven years are catching up on you
Trying to find me out
Is that all that you want from me?
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9. |
Calling All Rebels
03:42
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Yeah we know how it feels and I'm falling
Stumbling down
And we're playing with fire and crawling
Under the sound
Of something so much bigger than our lives
We kill ourselves everyday just to survive
But we know the road
Is overgrown and weathered
And we go alone
Until we're young forever
The industry
Is killing me
Keeping us in our place
They wear the crown
They're looking down
And spit in our face
Yeah we're going insane and rebelling
Out of our heads
And we're tunneling out and I'm yelling
At all they said
That walls and fence keep us in for our own good
That no one can have fun you're done in our neighborhood
I noticed no one knows
Who you are that watches close
You found the friend in me
I found your enemy
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10. |
When I Was Your Age
03:27
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I want to be
Simplicity
And see the sun
And burn up all but one of the words on my tongue
As the flame combusts inwards and dies so young
We lost the way
And found the day
Ooh in my mind
When I'm broken and I'm all alone
I look outside and I see
You're never coming home
And I'll cry my heart out til I bleed okay
I close my eyes
But I still see
What I see
I want to fly
Before I die
And break the chain
And never be the same man I was once before
Now I stand taller now and for more
The fences fall
It's a free for all
Well you're getting by and feeling high and living today
You got a lot of years and tears a coming your way
Now simmer down and look around you're starting to burn
Noe drop and roll to dave your soul
You don't ever learn oh
Let me go
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11. |
More Than Something
03:25
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I will carry you away
I will run with you all day
What can tame us?
Who could blame us?
We can build our world outside
Making rivers out of tears we cried
We won't stop trying
Until we're flying
I will carry you away
We can build our world outside
I will run with you all day
Making rivers out of tears we cried
What can take us?
Who could blame us?
We won't stop trying
Until we're flying
Let's just fade away
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12. |
Dearly Departed
03:09
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All I know I know I know I miss you
I've been feeling at a loss now
Loving you I somehow
Realize it's not good for me
You'll stay in my heart til someday
I hear the vows that we said
When we were laughing through our tears
I know we're dying before
I know we're dying again
I know what we're heading for
I know that we've reached the end
All I know I know I know I miss you
And I'm not allowed to say it
But I love you
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13. |
Snowman
04:05
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Where is my home?
My hands are cold
I am alone
I'm getting old
I can't remember
What I ever felt
It's only December
And I start to melt
With myself
Each place I go
But everything I know gets turned to snow
The skies are grey
But I know just what I know
I can't stop it wherever I go
And I do just what I can
It shows who knows I am
Just what I am
I start to freeze
But my heart is warm
Under the trees
Where I was born
You went inside
The weather was fierce
That's where I died
And that's where you pierced
My melting heart
The seasons start
To leave me behind and leave me blind
I fade away
I'm on the ground and standing tall
In a sea of snowy white
I have myself I have it all
You won't hear from me
This silent night
Now I'm falling from the sky
And into the ground I go
I don't have to live the lie
To the world
I'm mad of snow
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14. |
Color Blind
04:35
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I look above my head
And I look back down
I see the smoke in bed
And my voice gets drowned
Cuz when I'm looking up I get put down and now and then I hear the sound (louder)
And I keep getting pulled back in as I keep shouting out my sins and it's sick
I'm sick
But every time I'm diving always come back up surviving in time
Every time I hear the door I turn around and hit the floor
Cuz every single day before the sky fell fades away
I I look inside the way of life and know that I can't stay
And every single time I close my eyes I drift away
I have to change the world before I can't find another day
I'm looking for a sign
I'm looking for a reason
Why it's hard to keep in mind
With each and every season
People always having fun when in their hand they lay a gun down (loaded)
And they don't tell you in a form that you start dying when you're born and it's burned
Can't learn
But hearing riots just outside the streets are coming so alive now
We won't stop marching down the road until we let them know we're home
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15. |
Stubborn Smile
02:34
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We grow up strong
But still do wrong
To each other
You say I'm not
Mature enough
To break your heart
I know what you're saying
My thoughts are decaying
Inside this web of lies you're weaving
I'm getting older
While you're getting colder
The stormy weather never ends
And you'll never know
You can't let it go
All you have is anger in you
Give know kindness
You lost your ground
You sleep around
And hold a grudge
I got hurt too
So who are you to be my judge
You found someone
To use for fun
When you're lost
Now you're down
No room around
This empty town
For both of us
Cuz I (Cuz I)
Just wanna make you love me (Just wanna make you love me)
Cuz I (Cuz I)
Just wanna let you know there's no hard feelings
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16. |
Punk Ass Kat
02:19
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Keeping sane
Or so I hope
They tie me up
Can't cut the rope
What I'm feeling and what I feel
Got no feelings cuz feelings ain't real
I'm stealing thunder and getting struck
Can't figure out if I give a fuck
Cuz I don't know why I left my only home
But I know how to get you all alone
Well everyone seems to rest once they get inside my head
Belongs to the best
I think I'm better dead
No need to fear
There ain't nobody here
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17. |
Dwell
02:13
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Left your life behind today
Something's always in the way at night
There's no light
You never get what you don't give
Left your child by the river side
Where you died
You show no control
Now go find your soul
Along the trail you're losing light
A broken road you're on tonight for good
Through the woods
You try to find the path again
Strike a match the forest fire begins
From within
You show no control
Now go find your soul
Your story's told
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18. |
Restraining Disorder
04:29
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It always starts out innocent
Until there's no one listening
Careful who you're talking to
You'll never know just what they'll do
What they have against you
Graffiti in the hallway
You say someday that I'm gonna pay
I'm sorry that you're so close minded
Never seeing that you're living so blinded
I've gotta stop and say
I'm sorry that you've gone and went and took it this way
I've gotta stop and smile
Because you won't be hearing from me for awhile
I gotta stop
He's waiting for me every night
Smashing both my head lights
Don't forget to lock the doors
He doesn't know what he's fighting for
But I know when I can't take anymore
Cuz they just don't understand
But pretty soon you're gonna fall through the floor
I guess I'll just be the bigger man
Now this day has come and gone
But I'm the only one that's moving on
Empty threats and phone calls
I never really liked you at all
We've gotta stop all this madness
Circling at our feet
We gotta stop for the moment
And get away from all this heat
I've gotta stop
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Chace Pettinelli Worcester, Massachusetts
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